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Friday, September 23, 2011

It's not you, it's me...

So yes I've been somewhat quiet and lackluster lately, I've even been boring myself. But guys, I think that's changing, I can feel it. I've also had to deal with work and getting everything with the move ready along with finally having snap into place that when I do something (as in go somewhere) it could possibly be the last time I'll do so, at least for a while.

This doesn't really make me sad (well a little, it's more sobering to me) it just makes me open my eyes wider and try and soak in my surroundings in full. I try to see how vibrant all the hues are, try to name and soak in all the smells, I'm trying to be ever present and fully frame my memories that I'll soon be 3,000 miles from.

Oh and Twilight, how I love you so. What? I didn't say anything.

Um. Yeah.

I'm looking forward to opportunities and where my life will lead me and while not everything is sorted out, life is good, really really good.

2 comments:

  1. I missed you!! I've been catching up on the posts I missed. You know, when I moved cross country (twice..in a year) I got HOOKED on the Twilight series and ended up reading every single one in a very short period of time. Harv lived across the country and I didn't much feel like going out or getting connected with anyone. So, every night, I would just sit and read. They really made me feel less lonely and it gave me something to look forward to every night. Transitions are scary...but awesome too.

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  2. I've missed you too!

    Sadly I get hooked on Twilight once a year and read it through several times. It also started for me when I was in a period of transition and for some reason it's just carried through. It quite literally is an out of the blue yen that I get to start reading it again but it's always around this time of year.

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