So I officially started applying for jobs today. I'm really hoping I'll be able to find something by the time I get out there. (I'm so keeping my fingers crossed about this) I'm expecting a pay cut (and also potentially part time) which is okay, I expect it. If I find a company out there that's willing to pay me what I make now I'll be shocked. Not because I'm not worth it (I mean come on have you looked at me? That's a joke people.) but because what I currently do is a rather specific niche and there aren't a lot of jobs like mine.
I don't need to make what I currently do now to break even, I honestly need to make less but having a good amount for savings wouldn't hurt. Like I said I'm not holding my breath.
Between the drama at work (that as far as I can tell is finally over) and my anxiety over moving and all that entails, I think I've lost my funny. I'm pretty sure this is temporary, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed just to be safe. It's also tough coming home to myself every night, and I'm not much good at it. It helps to see friends on the weekends and even just getting out and doing stuff myself on the weekends. But I miss having someone to come home to (dinner prepared isn't all that bad either) being able to compare your days and just play around.
I'm honestly doing okay, promise.
Okay enough of that. I'm hopeful and I'm feeling a lot of promise on the job front. Keep your fingers crossed for me. :)
HELL, FRIEND
3 days ago
Fingers, toes, arms, legs and eyes crossed for you.
ReplyDeleteAnd seriously, they (just a general they here) would be cray cray not to snatch you right up. I mean, you're awesome.
Thanks love, I always appreciate your support. :)
ReplyDeleteI think I have at least one good lead (this would be a good job I'm pretty sure on par with what I have now) and I'm just going to keep applying.
There's a lot less pressure because I don't have to get exactly what I have right now right away if I can't find it. That makes me feel a lot better.